you and me

i am volatile.
i am at war with myself and often
the ones closest to me
are injured in my battles.
should they choose to stay close to me,
fight alongside me.
and as much as i want you to stay
i will want you to leave
when you get to close.
and i could tell you a milliontimes
that you would never be prepared
for my running.
i will catch you of guard
pull you in
and then disapear.
dont let me.
run with me.
please.
stay safe.