blindfolded

your better off behind that blindfold,

i dont want you to see.

i dont want to hurt you.

i cant just leave this all behind,

we cant run fast enough,

im getting tired,

it will catch us.

i can never go to you for help.

im so sorry?

im sorry for al the pain,

the disapiontment,

the lies,

the shame.

im sorry for being the dirt under the rugs.

sweep away all the complications of my life

so that it appears presentable.

i know you dont mean it like that,

i never meant to think this way.

its a whole different world that lies undiscovered by you,

and i would prefer to keep it that way?

i dont think you'd undertand,

i dont want your sympathy,

i dont want you to worry,

i dont want to hurt you again.

so i wont tell you,

il keep it inside untill i think your ready,

that may be never,

or it may be tomorrow,

but it can wait because i cant bare to hurt you.

xx