insanity

Have you ever felt your arms tense up, and suddenly had a massive urge to smash plates, scream as loud as you possibly could, and slide shiny objects across your skin, just to feel some kind of relief? She has. At first, she believed she was okay. At first, she simply dismissed these feelings as stress, or a result from it. Now, she feels possessed, driving herself to insanity. Now, she battles addiction. Because of giving in to the last one of those wants, urges, she can’t stop herself. Before school and after, she finds relief in pain for half an hour or so. When in class, it’s all she can think about. When she’s not thinking about it, she wonders if she truly is insane or just fucked up. It seems insanity is consuming her life like a planet being sucked into a black hole, or water going down the drain of the bath.

yer so my friend wrote that, clearly not me cause im not that amasing. theres more to this little piece of writting, i just liked this bit. hmm yep so that short paragraph explains me and how i feel alot of the time, though she didnt write it about me. me and the person she wrote about are similar.

xx