some random is following my blog,
hi girl i dont know :D

i really do wish that i never let him go.

im sick of being that girl.
never again.
i hate these secrets.
i need to let it all out.

oh god oh god oh god oh god.
fuck oh god, this is not good.

i want a tatoo...

had a good day today.

ive made a new friend :)

i must say shes pretty fucking awsome.

then spent the rest of the day freezing.

but i was freezing with the people i love,

so its all good.

the my fag muffin georgia mckay,
off to have an adventure in the city,
no drnking for georgia this time. haha.

listening to the songs we did in queensland,

at the time i thought it was hell,

being away from my friends for the holidays,

but looking back now,

they are good memories,

even though those times were tough,

we still managed to get along, to smile.

i love the way these times make me feel.

and the dramas repeat themselves one friend after the other. oh god.

i havent felt this alive for a very long time.

you blame us,
but you brought this upon yourself.
you try to make us feel guily,
we "made" you shed blood,
we didnt, you chose to,
you held that bade, not us.
but yeah i get where
you're comming from,
and in that case,
you caused our scars.
what you give you get i guess.
im sorry it had to end this way.
bye.

i drew a picture?

drawing makes me feel alive.

im not full of shit,
im not up myself,
im not fake,
im not a fucking lie.
every morning i wake up,
i dont pretend to be anyone im not,
i dont wear a mask hiding the real me.
i live being true to myself.
so dont fucking tell me i dont.

i hate her shes such a bitch.
the end.

i like listening to cara play the guitar

i spent the whole day lying to you and myself.
i hate this. i want you. why did i ever let you go?

drink it away.

oh wow. i love suzie warren.

im getting kinda sick of all this abuse.

i never said that i was any better than you.

calm. the. fuck. down.

i failed at dying my hair last night,

i think it was the grossest colour ive ever seen.

but i went to the hairdresser and like $200 later its looking okay.

but they put this stuff in it...

my hair has never felt better. *orgasms*

well im sorry she chose to call me.

she was panicing and remembered something i had said once.
she never ment to hurt you, or exclude you.

i love cara,
im glad it wasnt positive,
i know life will be better this way,
she has so much potential.

i believe that you can save me.

ive been having a bit of bad luck lately.

im sick of hidding,

im sick off running,

but i dont want to be like her,

i dont want to show off my issues,

i dont want to parade my scars,

im so much better than that.

i not going to be able to sleep tonight,

but i cant tell you why.

im shaking uncontrollably,

i just want to hold her and tell her its allright.

he said that he knows that no matter what he chooses hes going to hurt one of us.
the thing that bugs me though is that he chose to hurt me, not her.
just cause shes a fucking whimp, just cause her scars are more visible than mine.
a week ago you said you fucking liked me. i hate you, i hate your lies.
well i dont care anymore, i hate you both. fuck you ass hole.

i hope kierans okay.
i really do.
i love him.

once again im fine.
fucking incecure 'n' emotional.

500 posts.

i change my mind every day.
what do i want?!

giving people my blog is a big thing for me.
i find it scary, knowing that some ones reading..
judging me. i dont even treat this like blog anymore.
to be honest i think i prefer pen and paper, its safer.

i think im in love with him,

i think a allways was.

now just to get though the mob of girls around him.

dont cry baby,

i love you.

im changing my bog url!

fondmemoriesandmeaningfulmoments

i thinkk...

haha

your such a bitch.

hope this is it.

i hope its finally over.

i should have done this yrs ago.

fuck you.

ive won. im sorry.

...
And up untill now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
Well, you are the only exception
...

I Love Katie Richardson.

The End.

this is blacky, i love her.

she listens to me when no one else will.

she says its goodbye for good,
but i doubt it. she'll be back,
just like before, bye for now.

turns out she didnt lose her baby, thats nice.
the not so nice bit is thats shes being nice to me,
yet bitchy all at the same time. oh how lovely.

ouch... you laugh at me, why would i ever tell you anthing.

they just laughed at my pain.

first libby started talking to me and wants to catch up,
and today katie txt me, she actually text me, for once she remembered me.
why are all the people i once looked up to comming back into my life now?

she lost the baby.

its weird how we are having a normal conversation

but in the back of both out minds our tempers are stirring.

i will never forget the past libby. you hurt me.

its wierd how we just forgave eachother.

because i know i can never forgive you.

things change. even if we do become friends again..

they will never go back libby. never.

i think i have an issue with stealing shit.
its like when i walk into a store i have to take something.