im not sure if i can be bothered with my blog anymore.
maybe ill be back in a little while.
i think my thoughts are best left secret. goodbye.

for once in my life im telling the truth.

i know the truth,
and i lied to him,
to cover some bitches ass,
i dont even know why,
i hate her with every bone in my body,
he deserves to know the truth,
he deserves better.
i sacrificed everything for someone i hate,
i serously hurt one of my closest friends,
someone who would never hurt me,
i feel so bad.
i just didnt want anyone to get hurt.
i didnt want him to get hurt.
but you were right,
i wouldnt have cared if you got hurt,
you could almost go as far as to say...
that maybe, i would enjoy it,
im going to tell him the truth,
n0t because i want to hurt you,
but because im sick of lying.

has had a good but eventful and very emotional weekend.
these are definately the people i want to spend the rest of my life with.

pumped for the weekend. :D
life is good.

i told you she hadnt changed,
she will never change. ever.

i want to be numb all over.
i want to stop hurting.

chip rolls, black nail polish and golden orchid ftw.

you have no idea how sorry i really am baby.

i love you, i wish i never met him.

i love you so fucking much and i had a lovely weekend.

i honestly cant believe i was that fucking drunk.
its really wierd trying to remember what happend.
i honestly have no clue.