past lies

so you say its all lies. maybe it was, or maybe your lying now to keep your rep. i still hate you. ive believed the lies and im not going back. this is not going to be over untill i know everything. i odnt even know how it started anymore. i want to know who this someone is, the one who suposively told you everything. was it who i think? i try to block out the thought. the thought that she would betray me like that. please just let this be over. for it to be over i have to talk to you and i dont think i can. i dont think i can look at you the same way. i dont think i cant look at anyone the same way anymore. the world has changed. or maybe its me.