goodbye?

goodbye.

i dont understand why youre going

but ill accept it,

ill move on.

i just want you to know that this hurts,

this hurts alot,

more than you could ever imagine.

and to be honest,

i hope it hurts you too.

why couldnt you have just told me sooner?

told me yourself?

afraid youll hurt me?

well you allready have,

i hate secrets.

i hate the fact that you kept this from me.

did you allways feel like this?

did you really ever care?

i dont believe your words.

i dont believe that you truely love me.

it doesnt make sence.

but i guess i have lernt that life doesnt make sence,

and it is sick an twisted,

the worlds aim is to suck you in a fuck you over.

and you are just another one of my mistakes.

it hurts to think that when alice said

"its ok youll never be alone you have lilly and hannah while im gone"

that she had no idea what was going to happen.

are you going to do this to her too?

or do you actually truely care about her.

please dont hurt her like you have me.

she doesnt deserve it.

neither do i but thats just life.

maybe life isnt realy worth living...

i wish it wasnt like this.

i love you.

ps. we were friends.

just a friend that i could go to when i needed to talk.

obviously not.