Monday, November 2, 2009

feelings

my honest feelings at the moment:
i hate you
i still hate you
nothing you can say will make me not hate you.
i was angry
i am still angry
nothing you can say will make me not angry.
i was happy
i am not happy
nothing you can say will make me happy.
i was so sure of how i felt about him
i am confused because of you
nothing you can say will make me understand my fellings.
i was feeling ok
i am so hurt right now
nothing you can say will make the cuts disapear.
they are there to stay and so are my new feelings about you
i am sorry but there is nothing you can do now.
ps. youre not fuck up i am.
i allways fuck everything up.
now leave me alone.

oh and youre right he is just a guy.
i told him the whole its not worth ruinning a friendship over some guy thing.
he said that that guy has a name.
he was right.
lets try not to treat him like dirt.

1 comment:

  1. fuck.
    thanks for telling him how i felt about him. great, just great.

    and you're the one who keeps insisting that nothing i can say will save this friendship, yet you tell him you don't want to be with him because you choose friendship over him.
    i don't understand.

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