these words used to set me free
they intoxicate me now
no longer are they my form of relief
i am no longer free
the words they sing, scream out
make me feel trapped and scared
i hate god
i used to pray for moments like that
wanted them so bad
where i could go down the front and let go
i used to fall to my knees
because of his awsome power
now i fall to my knees in shame
to weak and hopeless to stand before you
his love is gone and i hate it
his words hurt my ears
this place pulls me apart
there is no joy
no freedom
only pain
pain i will never forget.
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