why are you so understanding? like its normal to do these things...
like the other day when i gave it to some one
they didnt really take notice i think,
they just said it made me seem more complex
and that it was cool.
and then just now im told that its cool
and that its really honest.
i dont think you really understand,
its not cool to feel how i feel
its not cool to want die,
to cry yourself to sleep,
to have to bleed for relief.
i dont want allways run away from my problems.
i dont want to be complex.
or at least i dont think i do.
the me you know isnt the me that i know
its just a mask i put on every day to cover the pain.
and thats definately not cool.
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